Sunday, January 13, 2008

JANUARY 2008 IS ALMOST OVER...


January 2008 is halfway over and I have spent most of the first 2 weeks of the year doing, thinking, planning NOTHING. Somehow I could not bring myself to focus on anything. Not that there is nothing to focus on, on the contrary, there are so many things to do...so much more important that what I am wasting my time on. There are issues to face, conflicts to resolve, problems to work out, finances to manage, meetings to attend to...in other words, RESPONSIBILITIES that I have to face sooner than later. But, everyday I wake up not wanting to do anything constructive. Well, I have always been a procrastinator but this time...I just can't get my energy and concentration up. It's like...what am I doing all this for...why am I doing this? And the answers I get do not excite me at all because they are reasons that tell me because I have to...not because I want to... But, if I continue being like this and January 2008 ends with me still sleepwalking, I'm afraid that I might never wake up in the next 11 months. So, today, I resolve to get my groove back...once again focus and concentrate on finding meaning in the things that I do, to find joy in what I am doing, to be able to go on everyday and not give up because I know that the end result will be good. I know I can do it...I just have to start prioritizing and begin doing! RIGHT NOW.

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